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Poetry collection

It’s never been we, just me

By Conor Monahan

In this striking debut collection by Conor Monahan, the young poet traces the contours of heartbreak, addiction, love, and recovery with the sharp clarity of someone who's lived every word. It's never been we, just me is a journey through wreckage and reinvention — a raw dispatch from the foothills of ambition and the far edges of despair.

These poems don't ask for pity. They demand presence. They map the long road from being broken by the world to breaking open. Brutal, luminous, and unflinchingly real, this is the voice of someone making sense of his life — and refusing to be quiet about it.

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Raised in New York's Hudson Valley during the height of the opioid crisis, Conor's life has spanned Bard College classrooms, Sivananda ashrams, Michelin-starred kitchens, youth hostels, snow-covered mountains, and construction sites. A skater, surfer, electrician, and cook, he brings the same precision and grit to the page that he brings to life: no pretense, just the hard-earned music of survival.

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